What to do first!

Right now I have too many things running in my head; I want to write up articles on so many topics coming to my heads, ranging from financial intelligence to personal development. Also, I feel like picking up a pencil or a brush and make a painting or a drawing. More so, I want to create an audio or video on any helpful topic that is coming to my mind right now and put it on line later. Different topics of what to write keeps doing competition among themselves in my little brains, not to talk of whispers of do this or that kind of paintings keep coming to my ears. 


So, I just decided to put down in writing what is disturbing me in my head because I really can’t take a Sunday afternoon nap/sleep. I am only feeling a bit of relief now that I am typing all of these on my computer, at least before the battery of my laptop runs down. However, NEPA cannot stop me from writing because if the battery of my computer runs down without charging it, however, I may have to use my pen and biro which I already have with me, moreover the first bombardment I got in my head was to write an article. Sorry, you have to hold on for me to save the write up before the computer turns off by itself without any prior warning, because the battery now fails. You can imagine buying a computer which battery was lasting up to full three hours but after three weeks of usage its power retention just started diminishing to less than an hour. Although for months it never matters because then I was in a country abroad where there is constant electricity for 24 hours everyday.

I am thinking of doing a painting work, but I don’t want to use acrylic to do the painting because I may not have a full time to do it all at once. Acrylic painting dries up quickly as you paint. So, I will like to use oil paint so that I can leave the work if I feel not excited about it anymore and come back and continue it later. Sometimes you are working on an art work but feel you needed to take some break maybe due to fatigue or maybe you want a particular effect to come out so that it will creates the desired impression you want people to see, but the effects is not coming out clearly so you just want to try it some other time.

Today’s Sunday, and since I wake up in the morning from my bed, I have been feeling like I have not done all the things that I ought to have done. Like writing articles, doing audio talks, and videos, as well as creating coaching programs that will benefit both the young and old. I don’t know why it keeps sounding in my ears that “you have something unique to share from your experience in life and business with people.” Although this is not the first or second time I’m hearing such but this time it is like there is a purpose tied to it.  Purpose for living a fulfilled life, and a mission to guide other people on their own life’s purpose. It’s like a life’s mission that I cannot hide or run away from. A life to help other people get their footsteps right, and for those confused or not having enough courage to take the first step, and even those discouraged to continue.